Night Before

In keeping with tradition, I am staying up the night before until my 7:15 AM flight (which means getting to the airport at 6.) If I'm lucky I'll get two hours of sleep and then sleep on the plane. Yay!

ちょっと心配してる。

I am a little stressed about the travel and money aspects. I don't even know if I'll have a cell phone the whole 3 months I'm there, because it's expensive to rent.

Of course I'm excited, but it feels odd to be genuinely excited when you have no expectations whatsoever. I have very little idea what to expect, but I love it--being so open and not having a picture of what the future holds. It feels free.

I remember back to last year when I was getting ready to go to France. I also had NO idea what to expect, and no matter what I could've possibly imagined, it was nothing like that. It's just its own crazy experience. So rather than imagine what it's going to be like, I'm just going to let it unfold for itself :)